Lagging on the Blog...

I came to a realization today. Why I have been lagging on the blog so much. I like to go in order and so I have to go back to write about stuff so I can write new stuff.... well I got all the way up to an"event" that I needed to write about and have just stopped. Thats the part on Grandma Lilas passing away. I miss her so much, and I need to write about it to go forward. However writing about it makes it more real , you know?Sounds strange. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call her. So when I have some quiet time I will write about this day and the events following.